♠ Corner of My World ♠

Kamisama ni wa itsumo mi hana sareteru to omotteta (aku selalu berfikir tentang tuhan setiap kali melihat sebuah bunga) Ikiru imi mo sagasezu (bahkan tidak mencari arti dari kehidupan) Nantonaku sugoshiteta (tak peduli berapa lama pun telah berlalu) toki wa mou modoranai no (aku tak bisa mengembalikan waktu) Ima ni natte aseri dashite mitari (menjadi saat ini dan dengan tidak sabar melihat keluar) "Mou ii kai ? Mada da yo" kimatte kakuredasu kara ("apakas sudah? Belum ketemu" ) Mata kitto, asu mo kitto jibun sagashiteru koto darou  (seakarang pasti, besok pun pasti aku mencari diriku sendiri) I don't like me, don't like, I don't like me. (aku tak menyukai diriku, aku tak menyukai diriku sendiri) Warau kao mo dareka to surikaeraretara (bahkan wajah tertawaku ketika bersama seseorang diam-diam) I don't like me, don't like, I don't like me. (aku tak menyukai diriku, aku tak menyukai diriku sendiri) Kore ijou, boku ni nani...

i always love the beach... but it's so hard to find a beach in Semarang. i love the sound of waves and how it tickles my barefoot, how the wind blows my mind, that i could see blue, all colors and kind of blue dye deep there, how the sands stick in my barefoot, and the salty scents of sea... i made this one for my BFF, Ai. i do love relate things between what i had learnt in college and applied it in my life. RADIOGRAPHER AND PROUD!! flowers~ oh yes, i love novels and books. i mostly like books from Natsuo Kirino because i've read some reviews about her novels and i couldn't wait to read it, but it's so hard to find her novels in here even in english one :( i'm 19 years old and i love balloons~ but i love my Ren more, so here take my balloons :) me on the right. oh i can't pose XDD  IDK what she's cosplaying as, i just found she was interesting and took a pict with her  "the more i fight for him, the more ...

soon, i'll have my second internship in Jogja. and come to think about my Internship... is it really already 6 months since the last time i had my internship? XDD My first internship was in september last year at State Hospital of Ambarawa and it was hell of a pleasure time!! :D glad to know the result is beyond my expectation, the Radiographers were incredibly nice, my Partner and Room-mate -Dara- was a hilarious person, kind of person that you wouldn't ever bored with :3 plus, Ambarawa has such a view!  for someone who barely see a field and mountain like me, this view is really amazing! i couldn't help but fall in love with ambarawa as soon as i get there. when the first time i got there, the weather was pretty cold and windy. uhm... a lot of things happened when i was there :3 i had a few fights with my man... he came to Ambarawa... we went to fortress (too bad i didn't take a pict) we also wen't to Bukit Cinta (Hill of Love?? wkwkwk) and K...

yup, as a person who soon will be in their quarter age, i'm started to think where my life would've gone. in fact, i start to think about things that i barelly think about it before. that i'm aware of what happened in my past and what will happend in the future. But to be honest... i don't know exactly what i'm gonna do and what i wanna do. i start to be more aware of things around me. what kinda society i've been lived, what i've done so long, who's i've been falling in love.where i've been living and what kind of life i have. and to be more aware that i'm such an introvert person and few things on me that would always be part of me. But i gotta change. i couldn't live in the cage anymore and just stay of anything just to feel safe.

i found this creepy post a few time ago O_O this one is made when i was 16 or around that age. and yes, it's kinda interesting and scary in the same time Aku sering memikirkan jalan hidup versi idealku, dimana semua mimpiku tercapai... aku menikahi orang yang kuharapkan... yah, semacam angan seperti  itu... tapi yang paling sering dan memang selalu berulang2  dengan versi cerita yang macem2 adalah tentang kematianku. Bagaimana aku akan mati, dan setelah aku mati...     Pernah berkhayal tentang kematianmu?

Waterfall - Alice Nine (Indonesian Translation) Nagare ochiru kioku (kenangan yang jatuh berguguran) Yagate kawa ni naru, umi e (akhirnya pun menjadi sebuah sungai yang menuju ke lautan) Keisei shite yuku youso (begitu banyak unsur mulai terbentuk) Ikutsu mo no ai kotoba (seberapa banyak pun kata-kata cintamu) Ikutsu mo no kizu gisei (seberapa banyak pun pengorbanan lukamu) I'm falling down to the dark, (aku terjatuh ke kegelapan) But I cannot say good bye to you (tapi aku tidak bisa ucapkan selamat tinggal padamu) Searching for own pieces (mencari kepinganku sendiri) Slow ni utsuru katei (proses yang terjadi begitu lambat) Tsumikasanaru ishi kibou (tekad dan harapan yang bersatu) Eranda michi no wa ja naku (ini bukanlah sebuah jalan yang kupilih) Oshiete kureta tomo to (aku memberitahumu untuk menemaniku) Mirai wo negau chikai (janji untuk berharap sebuah masa depan) I'm falling down to the dark, (aku terjatuh ke kegelapan) But I cannot...

SILHOUETTE - 12012 (indonesian translation) I remember sotto call a name (aku ingat, perlahan-lahan memanggil sebuah nama) itsumo no youna asa de (seperti biasa di sebuah pagi) Mezametanda hohoemu kaze no naka de (aku telah terbangun, tersenyum di dalam angin) Was that a dream? Hidoi ase to (apakah itu sebuah mimpi? Dengan lkeringar yang kejam) This hand which shakes  (tangan yang bergetar ini) Kore mo mata yume wo miteiru koto na no ka ?  (sekarang pun apakah aku sedang melihat mimpi?) I drink coffee without the taste (aku meminum kopi tanpa rasa) Nukumori mo nakute (bahkan tanpa sebuah kehangatan) peeji Wa yabure (halaman yang hancur) genjitsu Wa otozure (kenyataan yang datang) Mezamereba oto mo naku (jika aku terbangun, tidak juga ada sebua suara) shiroi hikari no naka de (di dalam cahaya putih) Oborogena kiri no naka kasumu (mengabur di dalam kabut yang redup) awarena shiruetto (siluet yang menyedihkan) Asu wa kitto kimi no koto subete tsutsumi komeru ...